You were my true love
You loved me truly
I am sorry I couldn’t read your love
You showed me in 1000 ways you truly did love me
But why was I blind?
Why couldn’t I see your true love?
Why did I torment you?
Why didn’t I know your love for me was the most genuine of its kind, the true ‘honest’ kind?
When I was down you made me laugh, have smiles
When I wanted to have an ice-cream you would bring me ice-creams of all flavors
When I was angry, you would be the clown and make me laugh till my stomach hurt
When I ordered you, you obliged
When I was drunk ‘senseless’ you would carry me on your back
When hungry you made me my favorite dish
Why couldn’t I then feel your true love?
I took for granted your love
I was obsessed, immersed and so full of myself that I couldn’t understand your true love
I took advantage of your love, your true love
I scolded you, demeaned you but you held on to me
Why? Because you loved me truly, madly n deeply
What kind was I made of, why couldn’t I realize your love?
What invisible factors blinded me?
You with your fair skin and ah! those looks girls dug in
You dug me and I was a stupid fool, the biggest fool ever to have taken advantage of your love
When I cried, you cried along, you were not ashamed of your tears because it came from your heart, because you couldn’t stand my tears and because you loved me
But I was a girl of the most stupidest nature, I couldn’t see your love, just couldn’t
(Oh! God why did you make me so thick skinned, why couldn’t you let me see his immense ‘true’ love?)
I betrayed you badly, I know sorry will not be enough but I AM SORRY, truly am!
I am sorry I hurt you; I hurt you bad, real bad
But it was not intentional, I did not intend things, it just happened, my stupidity you could say.
I know am to be blamed for and I know God will punish me in every possible way to have hurt you
And I will accept the punishment, I deserve it
I can’t have you back in my life because I am ashamed, I treated you badly
And most importantly I am not worthy a girl for you!
You deserve a girl above me, way above, a girl with all the qualities you wish for
Tears accompany my life now and there is no one to wipe my tears
I deserve it for having made you cry all those days
I am really sorry, please accept my apology and forgive me!
I wish for good things to accompany your life, may your life be filled with much love, luck and happiness
May God be with you and bless you
You will always remain in my heart, I will always remember you
You are the bestest thing that ever happened in my life
You will always occupy a special place in my heart, you were the one!
I will miss you so much
You just take care of yourself; my prayers are always with you
May God be with you!