This girl - II

Still holding on to her dreams and wishes to be with him happily ever after, she had made up her mind to accept him the way he was (with all the weirdness).She tsked tsked the nagging feelings that something is seriously wrong with him. She waited for he told her to and this went on for many such nights(all her wait was in vain).

She wondered where this once 'fun loving gal' disappear to? She is a strong girl but LOVE weakened her or so it seemed. She is in the weakened state, been in this state for long now.

Guess life is bringing her series of unhappiness, bad lucks all cuddled together because just in her weakened state she hear things, UNTRUE things about her character, people are soiling her image yet again she is left with questions like "why are people worried with how I live my life?", "why can't I live my life the way I want?", "why do I have to follow their lifestyles?", "why can't opposite sex be friends"?, "why always the negative thoughts"?. Her life is again filled with such "whys"?.

BUT now she is saying "no more! everything has limits" ( time she moved on right?)and now she is moving on with her life (she doesn't need a man's love for that nor negative people's support).Though her beliefs in the 'happily ever afters' have gone away for now, she is positive her smiles, her chirpy nature is going to accompany her once again and fill her life with happiness(with the ones who loves her unconditionally).

She wants people to see her, take her as she is and not judge her because she never judges them.

She once talked of changing her extrovert nature and said she is going to live her life based on those people's terms (she is fed up with them pointing fingers at her lively character)but luckily her positive, optimistic side ruled over her pessimistic side and she said "what the *!#k?...who are they? and then I thought " THIS GIRL IS STRONG AND SHE WILL LIVE HER LIFE WITH HER OWN TERMS AND CONDITIONS!" and I just had tears in my eyes (of happiness)and I said ATTA GIRL..that is the way to go, All The BEST!.

(*Author's note: I know 'This girl' will once again have broad smiles, twinkling eyes, lively nature, songs on her lips, dances, happily-eva-afters back in her life and she will have someone who will just love her for who she is*)