A Diamond Heart!!!

Can one hate oneself?

I guess sometimes we can.

I believed I had a heart of stone, still does but guess the stone is not hard enough!

I want it to be hard so that it would be impossible to get through me.

I would be protected!

I would not care of things happening to me and around me.

Why is it difficult?

Why must it get softened and not hardened along the way?

Why can't I have a heart of a diamond (they say it is the hardest)?

I would like to have "a diamond" heart"!

So how can I achieve one?

Maybe I can start by hating myself(coz if you can hate yourself then how can you love others?)

So dear K I am turning myself into a diamond, a diamond heart, a heart that is stronger than a stone!

"A Diamond Heart"

  Signed ...

A Diamond Heart (of mine)!